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if anyone actually read this they’d think I’m insane because of how all over the place I am. Why can’t life be like one of these smut romance novels I keep reading? Where you find that someone who can rock your world with mind boggling orgasms and just live your life for you? 30 years… Read more

I just can’t let myself think. To sit and write about my life is just depressing so why do it. I’ve been spending my time listening to steamy as hell audio books that make me gasp and hold my breath like I’d always wished a man could do lol. Pop an ear bud In so… Read more

why the hell am I writing like anyone I. The world would want to read it? Fact is I have no friends, barely any family. Hell my 3 grown children want nothing to do with me. No I dont feel I did anything wrong. I get the girls. They aren’t mine. Sure I helped raise… Read more

I haven’t mentioned my mom yet from my youth. I do not now or then blame her for my bad decisions. She did her best to raise the 3 of us. It was hell for her too. My dad and his parents were very opinionated controlling people, and I was easily manipulated by them, so… Read more

to begin I will say I have no memory, no real memories of my youth. I have some “picture “ memories, which are pretty much just that, a snapshot of my childhood. And the sad truth is all I remember is sexual in nature. I remember I would go to the library and look through… Read more

I have absolutely no idea where to start. My name is Kristi, I will keep my last name to myself to protect my kids. Maybe to protect myself. I know I truly am alone. I finally ended my marriage in March of 2024. I wanted the divorce for years but was too scared. Not of… Read more

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In this candid post, I share the highs and lows of my tumultuous 30-year marriage. From moments of bliss to the depths of despair, I reveal the challenges I faced and the lessons I learned. Join me as I reflect on the emotional rollercoaster and the therapy I found in sharing my experiences. Discover how… Read more

Unveiling the truth about my 30-year marriage, this post sheds light on the toxic dynamics that consumed my life. From emotional abuse to manipulation, I open up about the hardships I endured. Join me as I explore the steps I took to break free from the chains that bound me. Discover how I found the… Read more

Embark on a journey of healing and self-discovery as I share my experience of a 30-year marriage filled with pain and struggle. In this post, I delve into the wounds inflicted and how I began the process of healing. Learn about the resources and techniques that helped me find solace and regain my sense of… Read more